Friday,
December 27th 2013.
1810.
210, Malacca.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
Its
been a while, since my last post.
Hahaha,
I always start my posts with ' its been a while'. Cause its true. I
didnt have time to update my blog. Bukan tak nak, cuma masa diisi
dengan benda lain. But
sometimes, when I do have time, my mind goes boooomm.. blank. Even
tho theres many things past by my breath. Ewah.
So..
I
'met' a book. A novel to be exact. Which tickles my heart. My mind.
And
makes me ponder...
13
Jam A380.
The
title. By Evelyn Rose.
I
like it. And actually, I love it.
Idk,
some of my fellas said the novel is quite boring. But for me, not.
Not really.
I
like.. what she tries to remind. To share with. Its really..
tickling. Sentap.
The
reminders in the novel, suites my feeling.. which searching for
'alarm'.
Theres
a weird feeling in me.
This
feeling is quite... idk.. like.. will be part of me...
Im
going to share what's inside me..
Alhamdulillah,
Im grateful.
Im
grateful, Ive been in this world, born as a Muslim. So grateful.
Really grateful.
Im
able to see, to look at this world by the view of a muslim's eyes.
So
beautiful.
To
breath in this world with believing in One God. The One and Only God,
The Most Gracious.
So
glad.
Qada'
and Qadr. - dh biasa dengar kan?
But
by the time, the hard times hit us..
That
time when we feel despair, miserable, upset and maybe loose hope..
The
time when hard for us to be in.. Hard for us to accept..
Qada'
and Qadr. - we may forget abt this. Nauzubillah.
But
most of ppl always questioned Qada' and Qadr only in hard times..
Qada'
and Qadr. Fate. Ketetapan dan ketentuan.
It
isnt just abt the sadness and sorrowness and ect.
Allah
bukannya tetapkan dan tentukan yang sedih, yang buruk je untuk kita.
He arranges our life.
The
happiness, His arrangement. The suceed. His arrangement.
He
arranges everything. Everything.
Everything
happens by His' wills.
Allah
gives us choices. We did and do everything by choosing choices.
Do
you guys agree with me... ?
I
believe His' plans for me. The fate that He do for me. For my life.
He loves me. And us. He knows best.
I
believe. And I pray I'll. We'll. Always, forever.
I
admit, at certain point, its hard.
And
I onced questioned myself.. Aku nak buat benda baik ni, kenapa la
Allah bg aku rasa malas, susah blablabla..?
To
make us stronger.
To
turn us to a better servant. By pondering. Dia suruh kita guna
akal yang Dia bagi. To make us figure out ourself.
Ala,
macam No Pain, No Gain. Macam Man Jadda Wa Jada. Semua atas
usaha. Siapa yang nak dapat Hidayah, bukan boleh goyang kaki je. Kan?
Seek for it.
Ya
Allah, takutnya.
If
I'll go to the wrong path. Nauzubillah. Guide me, Allah.
So,
those are just my sharing. From what I get from the novel.
Believe
in Him. Beriman kepada Allah. Bukan dari lisan je. Hati dan amal.
If
Im wrong anywhere, tell me. Im still a searcher, anyway. Did and do
wrongs.
Thank
You Evelyn Rose. Thank You Allah, for sending her to wake me up.
I
Love You.
N.